The fear of failure..
It has a grip on me ..
Around every part of my psyche..
Across every part of my body..
Encompassing my soul..
Degrading everything I know..
I can't breathe, it's so heavy on my chest..
Blood can't circulate it's so deep in my heart..
Worldly matters, spiritual enlightenment, my whole life..
Looking back scares me but I can't look forward..
I'd rather not succeed just because I might fall harder..
No where to go, no where to even stay..
Why is it so ambiguous yet absolute..
